Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Nov 15, 2010 10:49:29 GMT -5
She sighed and looked up at the sky. "I never really lived in a normal ones. That is why, I am wishing so effing much..." she let out as she groaned at her sitting position, suddenly lying on the blanket.
There, that's more comfortable, with that thought; Saiya let out a content look. "But you see, living in a place full of way, full of suffering; it somehow made me sick, thinking that I needed to leave and be gone. But I loved my parents and respected them." she uttered out, closing her eyes. "I really wanted to have a peaceful live. Living in a place where I could be alone or with a friend with,"
She suddenly frowned, though smiled back at Roy's statement. "I was once a curious girl, always so oblivious and have nothing to do but asked anyone about anything." she uttered as she place Gwen on her tummy. "Not until I left DD to search for you know who..."
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Roy
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Post by Roy on Nov 15, 2010 18:55:09 GMT -5
When Saiya laid down next to him, Roy turned around a bit, so he as laying comfortably next to her and also could look at her at the same time. Now he remembered again, what Saiya has told him back then in the night at the Inn about her past. He felt the urge to smck himself for asking the question of never having a peaceful life before...but, he wouldn't be Roy if he could not turn it around again.
"But never forget that you had these well deserved days of peace at DD, right?" Roy was hoping that he could cheer her up, because it was mostly his fault that she spoke of her past again, and now she even mentioned Ryu again...
There was a way to make her think about something else, and Roy had the feeling that she was actually burning for it. All this time his eyes were resting on the girl in front of him, then Roy spoke up once more.
"So, let's assume that you are that curious girl from back then again... what would you ask me?"
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Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Nov 16, 2010 10:25:05 GMT -5
Saiya smiled and nodded, yes, she have those unforgettable moments in DD. Either peacefulness and mischief together with Xue Fang and the others. They were, after all, those demented students who do nothing but to be the teacher's pain in the butt.
She suddenly looks at Roy and paused in tracks when Roy told her to be like what she was; she furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. He wanted to be like she was the curious girl in DD, just to asked him some questions.
Her eyes closes, a smile was plastered on her face. "Well then, Roy-kun..." she started out, as she could feel Gwen looking at her.
"How were you way back in DD?" she let out and looked up at the stars. "Please don't answer with some simple 'I'm fine'... ne, Roy-kun?" she added, yes, this was her way back. Roy would noticed then, what is the difference.
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Roy
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Post by Roy on Nov 16, 2010 12:28:59 GMT -5
Roy was literally stunned by her sudden change of appearance and acting. Maybe it was just the smile on her face, but she also looked a lot more relaxed like some heavy weight fell of her shoulders.
How he has been back then? Roy would like to say that he hasn't changed a bit, but of course that would not be the truth at all. "Lost and careless." He let out after a while. In his point of view he was still both of it, but in a different way. "I was roaming around for adventures and physical challenges; the fun part in life and always realized too late what I had been getting myself into..." He paused for a second before he continued. "The fact that I have been alone for quite a while wasn't helpful at all to meet new friends. But... I think I was lucky to trip into someone"
Roy already layed on his back again to avoid eyecontact with Saiya. "And... she changed my life." It was hard to speak out the words, most likely because Roy has never has said it before. He knew about it, but actually saying it was something different again. "I learned things I have missed all this time... like friendship and trust. I had it inside me, but I never had the chance to really make use of it."
There was more to tell, but Roy didn't know how to say it. Or maybe he was afraid? His voice became softer, almost melting with the silence. "..and love."
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Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Nov 22, 2010 9:09:01 GMT -5
Saiya looked at him nervously, though her eyes were closed and it can't e seen and tell what she feels. She scratched the back of her head and smiled sheepishly.
"Ara Roy-kun, I must have been foolish," she let out sheepishly. Everyone had been so adventurous to enter DD, and have fallen in love at the place. Gaining acquaintance, friends, rivals... and love one. And to her curiosity, a personal thing her friend seems to hide was let out; and it's because of her curiosity. "It seems you past was well..." she uttered and smiled sheepishly once again. "How should I say this... interesting, but should be kept?"
But of course, she was really curious. "But who's that lover of yours?" she straight-forwardly said, suddenly clamping her mouth with her hand to shut her to say anything. "I guess, I should shut up now, ne Roy-kun?"
Saiya was being oblivious, just as what she is 2 or 3 years ago; but she couldn't let herself think of what really happened at Roy's love life.
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Roy
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Post by Roy on Nov 23, 2010 17:59:51 GMT -5
"There is nothing foolish about asking your friend about your past" Roy had been interrupting Saiya, but it looks like he didn't have to anyways. The curiousity got her and after a few hints she finally blurted out what was making her excited the most.
And she looked so cute while doing so. If she wasn't reading his mind, then she could definitely see that in his eyes.
"I met her at the Creep Steeple, while roaming around for some excitement... and then she came." While talking Roys mouth formed into a wide smile. "Her name was Syani, a witch in training and-" Pausing for a second he made up his mind, but quickly continued like his mind had already set the words before. "A half vampire."
He quickly continued. "We became friends right at the spot. It may has been like that because we both met in a place like that. And then things quickly developed from one thing to another.... for me at least."
He looked at Saiya, who was eager to hear more. But then Roy suddenly stated "And thats it." Of course there was more to tell, but it was anything but 'interesting' how Saiya called it. Next to that... Roy had never talked to anybody about it.
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Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Nov 28, 2010 7:38:20 GMT -5
Saiya who have once opened her eyes looked at how Roy smiled widen when the name 'Syani' escaped his lips. She frowned, suddenly closing her eyes and smiling nonetheless. The girl he told, she must be a very interesting girl for him to meet with.
But, of course, she could feel the sadness Roy let out. It seems that she didn't love him back. And would stay only as friend. She just nodded understandingly, seemingly noticing the happy yet sad look upon inspection.
"Syani must be a very interesting girl then..." she let out then nodded to herself, a smile plastered on her face. "I wished I would meet her then," she added and let out a soft giggle.
She stopped doing so, suddenly is confused at who the girl ended up with. "So, is Syani ended up with someone?"
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Roy
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Post by Roy on Dec 15, 2010 18:05:34 GMT -5
"Heh" Roy let out a chuckle at her statement. "Who knows? She is still out there, so maybe you two will cross paths again.... or we will" His face went straight again when he said the last part. It was hard to see but actually Roy had mixed feelings about this. On the one hand he gladly wants to see her again, on the other hand, what if shes with Kaekeru?
Then like Saiya has read his mind, a pity that she could have really done so, she asked for him. Roy let out a sigh his eyes darting behind Saiya into the dark. "Well, there was another vampire at that school. And the two of them got to know each other. To be honest... they had already been together at the point when I confessed to her..."
Roy smiled, smiled into the darkness, not being happy. It was more a kind of self-pitying smile. How he loved dramatic stories. But who would have thought that he is someday living his own and that he is going to be the one that steps aside so the main characters could live together happily.
"I don't really know if they left together or met up later on... but it doesn't matter anyway, does it?..."
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Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Dec 28, 2010 7:55:56 GMT -5
Saiya looked at him quietly, she doesn't want him to be this hurt. And it made her want to hit her head for being oblivious and stupid at times like this. She was curious and this made her spark of interest lead too.
She looked at Roy then to Gwen whom is resting peacefully. She don't know, but she have this feeling... an urge to hug the guy. A comforting way Yuna once have given her. And so did Ryu-kun who have let her enter his heart once.
A blush crept up into her cheeks as she sighed defeated at her thoughts. She looked up at the sky... then to Roy, suddenly turning her body at the right, where Roy was. Suddenly flinging her arms on his body. Her head at the crook of his neck. She knew he was surprised at the sudden action. And so did she, because it's just comes from her thought; and voila!
"Anou..." she let out, her words were muffled; but she knew he could hear her clearly. "I'm sorry if I suddenly hug you... but this mind have let me hug you.... and well." she uttered, sighing and gulping nervously.
"Yuna said hug is a comforting way a friend can do to a friend." she let out, her heart beats fast. "So... yea,"
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Post by Roy on Dec 28, 2010 19:05:25 GMT -5
Roys eyes widened in surprise when Saiya suddenly turned to him. She laid her arm around him while her petite body rests at his. It took a few moments for Roy to climb out of his pool of misery to understand what is going on. And it looks like Saiya was in some sort of the same situation.
Her faint voice was only hearable for Roy, because her head was resting that close to his. "Umm.. thank you.." Roy let out confused as he felt how the poor girl was alsmot shaking from nervousness. He could also feel the beats of her heart at his chest. Roy lifted his left arm and let it slowly wander over to her back to return the hug. If it was possible he held her even closer than before.
"Did she also tell you that a hug is meant to comfort and calm down your opposite, and yourself?" His view was almost blocked by by her black hair...they had a nice smell. "Because you don't really seem to be that calm at all..." He rested inside her arms for another few seconds, before he expressed his worries. "Are you sure you feel comfortable doing that..?"
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Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Dec 30, 2010 0:04:44 GMT -5
Saiya opened her eyes, suddenly lifting her head a bit so she could face the guy. But as the moment she have done that, it's just a mere inches she was close to his his face. A blushed appeared on her cheeks, she looked away at his gaze and sighed. "W-Well... you see..." she let out, blushing more as her heart beats rapidly. "I-I just wanted to comfort a friend... by-by giving them a h-hug,"
"It doesn't matter if I'm nervous... and like this..." she softly uttered, her gaze suddenly locked on his. "It's like... hugging is a very comforting way to one another..." she reasoned, laughing at her statement afterwards.
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Post by Roy on Jan 21, 2011 19:51:18 GMT -5
Roy slightly released Saiya from his embrace, but just so little that she could move like she wished to do. 'Whats with her?' he thought to himself when the girl turned away blushing again.
Her words came stammering when she tried to explain her actions. Roy smiled. Then she turned to him again. Her eyes, even brighter due to her nervous state, focused on him. She chuckled after concluding just what her friend has told her. But this chukcle was different from before. It was the old Saiya who was chuckling, not the new one. A charming Saiya, that was shy, instead of reserved and quiet.
Roy lifted his other hand that didn't lay around her body and moved it in between the narrow gap of their faces, placing the tip of his index finger on her soft lips "Shhhh..." He whispered to her with a calm voice. "Instead of stuttering some explanations... don't you rather just want to keep comforting me?"
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Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Jan 22, 2011 6:57:53 GMT -5
Saiya wanted to burst in tiny bubbles, she's embarrassed... she didn't want any emotions... other kind of emotions that would bubble up and be blurted out. Not unless the man in front of her would give some signs. She knew it would hurt her, that's why keeping her mouth shut would be the best idea to do.
She doesn't want to get hurt anymore. And she needed time to consult what her feelings would be. She wanted to escape, and yet she liked every single bit of Roy hugging her. She stopped speaking, as Roy held his finger in front of her lips. She looked at his eyes, he have those words that would make her calm down.
She smiled softly, idly at first and nodded; suddenly hugging him as her head leaned on his chest. She chuckled sheepishly. "I'm sorry... I guess, well..." she murmured as she sighed and shook her head. "I was really nervous, but the fact that I wanted you to feel better is urging me to do this..." she added, suddenly looking up at his gaze. "Are you fine now?"
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Post by Roy on Jan 22, 2011 20:40:40 GMT -5
Saiya had an expression on her face that looked like she was about to run away, hiding herself from the embarrassment. Was it Roys fault that she felt this way? Or was it because of what she felt for Roy instead?
Nonetheless, Roy could see her eyes, unable to read that this place in his arms is exactly where she wants to be. He stared back at her. His mind remained blankly until she broke their silent conversation and leaned at him again. Roy pulled her close as he was listening to her. "I want to say thank you... not many people put others above their own self." He felt the warmth. "I.. don't know" He replied to her then. Actually Roy was starting to get confused. With his mind busy thinking about anothe girl he actually layed here in another ones arms. And the most confusing part was: It did not feel wrong. Being close to her made him feel excited, even though it wasn't Syani. But should he feel this way?
He moved his upper body a bit so that it was easier for them to look at each other. "I...really don't know, because..." Pausing again he had to smile. "I don't know."
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Saiya
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Post by Saiya on Jan 23, 2011 9:06:24 GMT -5
Saiya furrowed her eyebrows once she looked up at Roy, she could clearly see that Roy is still bugged with something, though she can't figure out on why or what. She breathe out a sigh as still looked at him. "Why aren't you fine?" she asked out as her eyes were locked at his.
"Is something bugging you?" she asked. "I can help... in the very best... just tell me what is it." she urges, being with Roy for almost two or three days. This feeling inside that surging in her body in unbreakable. The thread that have Roy and her was unbreakable. Maybe its due to the fact both of them were sharing the same fate and pain.
She shook her head on the thought of that, suddenly looking away at his gaze. She wanted not to let him notice the feeling of... completeness or the 'like' she felt for him. Because even if she couldn't help but compared Roy to Ryuichi... their differences have made both guys unique yet, they are equally the same.
She sighed, leaning her head at his chest. "I really don't know what to do with you, Roy." she suddenly let out, her eyes looking at the place they were in. "You see... I don't like my friends being lonely and all. And it defines you now..."
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