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Mar 11, 2011 5:34:49 GMT -5
Post by Syani on Mar 11, 2011 5:34:49 GMT -5
Syani's eyebrows raised as high as how her eyelids are widening. "Wait wait, he was at the ball?!" She never did noticed, nor did she realized she just jumped head-first into the very conversation she tried to avoid in the first place. Still, that jump-in has graciously offered her a big fat slap to herself mentally for having to go through this talk again. It's bad enough she has to choose, and decision is not her forte...AT ALL.
"And for the last time, Mitsuko... Kaekeru is NOT my boyfriend, he's--" she stopped herself, really having no idea what exactly is her relationship with that vampire. Or much less...denying. Horribly. And she was shot with the question of her worst nightmare; feelings.
"My feelings, are unreadable, even by me!" She began propping up her legs again, and rests her face on her knees while placing her hands on her head as if trying to calm down a storm inside her mind. "That's a really really hard question, you know?"
Let's see, if she can't tell what she feels, then she can always experiment with it, right? Now let's take Kaekeru for example, he disappeared for 3 years, only to reappear to be an extremely wild vampire that could eat her within moments. Yet, she approached him with tears, and actually tries to tame..er..calm him down. Now how does Syani felt? Friggin scared. But sad and relieved all at the same time.
Now on to Roy's case, he got bit by a plastic mutant, and it almost costs his life. Syani exploded the whole building, poisoned him so he won't die, and basically carried him around a syn-manifested hospital. If one syn touches him ever again, she swore she'll explode the whole hospital. And how does she felt? Friggin scared. And pissed off too.
"Yeah, okay. I don't know. How's that for an answer?"
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Mar 11, 2011 13:34:37 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Mar 11, 2011 13:34:37 GMT -5
"Oh Syani.... I'm sorry I brought that up out of the blue, and I know making a decision and choosing between too guys is a very tough thing to do. You know I am not a good decision maker myself..."
"If it makes you feel any better perhaps I can talk to them both for you? Like be an ambassador on your behalf. You don't have to do anything, I'll talk to them and see where they stand with you. That is of course.... If you want me to. I won't do it if you say no."
Mitsuko just wanted her friend to be at peace that's all, she didn't mean anything bad by the conversation no matter how hard it is to discuss these things. But it was true though, from the angel's experience she had two guys that she had to choose from. Neji who left her high and dry, and Yuuki that was there for her for a while at Summer's Eve.
Yuuki had exhibited feelings toward her, very strong romantic feelings, and while Mitsuko wanted to be faithful to her first relationship, if the guy disappeared for two years and never told her anything then what the heck was she supposed to do? Put her life on hold for someone who may never return?
You see if you can never take a step forward and at least make the effort to move on with your life and heal, then you become depressed and unsure about these emotions. The angel didn't know if talking it out was going to do any good but maybe just maybe it will clear the air between the three.
Roy is a good guy, and Mitsuko was sure that he'd listen to what he had to say. She didn't know the vampire though.... But she was going to try, ONLY if Syani gave her the okay.
Normally the angel would take it upon herself and fix the problem, however... After giving it some thought, she figured she should ask Syani first before she did anything.
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Mar 12, 2011 23:50:33 GMT -5
Post by Syani on Mar 12, 2011 23:50:33 GMT -5
It's a habit for Syani that when someone apologizes, she immediately would counter something close to "Ohhh no no, you don't need to be sorry for that, you're just being..." Pause. "..Well, you." It's actually a compliment, only an angel would help a half-breed like Syani. ...Wait, Mitsuko's a half-angel. Well, that just makes it even more logical she'd help Syani with their fair share of half-humanity blood.
The half-vampire froze at the angel's idea. Talk to them? Ambassador? Stand with...Syani? "Whut?!" Syani closed her eyes tightly, as if imagining what would happen if she let Mitsuko strut and talk to the men of her personal indecisive problem... "NO! No, no... That's..terribly thoughtful of you, but t-that's okay! You don't have to do that. No, you don't NEED to do that, please!"
The black-haired then finally opened her eyes after a long needed exhale, then looked at Mitsuko calmly. "It's fine, Mitsuko. There is no problem actually, I'm just... My head's abnormal like this, I tend to..overreact and..exaggerate things. This is just a very tiny thing, no trouble at all." It's amazing that when her noggin is tranquil, she can actually act rather maturely.
She even smiled like a proper lady for once, no tint of deviousness or her normal mischief lingering on her face at all. "I have...gone through this once. This talk. ..With my..subconscious, and it isn't that enlightening at all. Ha, I have such a headache, I caught a fever right after that."
Syani laughed for a bit, now regaining back that usual childish composure of hers a bit, "Roy is...my friend. My BEST friend. It's just...so easy to talk to him, to trust on him, to depend on him. A-and he doesn't even hate me after I...accidentally attacked him, and went all 'RAWR I WANT YOUR BLOOD' to him once.." Roy is amazing. Roy is simply amazing. She has never met such a human like that in her very long lifetime before, and he even got used to her angry mobs. Not to mention he even shared his tears with her. ...Yeaa, that's some of the memories she'd like to keep safe and remember forever.
"Kaekeru on the other hand is...well, let's just say he's an expert in...luring women due to his...diet." Syani would almost pat herself on the shoulder for constructing such a perfect statement to describe the vampire. "He's a full-fledged vampire, yet he chose not to...eat humans. So he literally starved himself for a few months, and when he can't take it anymore, he grabbed someone who doesn't deserve to live as his...dinner. ...I admired him for that, for having such strength to endure temptations." Syani didn't mean that specifically, more of generally actually. Since Syani herself is half a human, she's definitely included in his selection of desserts. Yet...somehow, he loves her, which freaked her out the first time.
"Kaekeru have stolen it... My heart, I mean," Syani hugged her propped-up legs, rocking herself back and forth as her voice was muffled by the fabric of her skirt, "That's a tough feat, because I didn't even realized I have one."
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Mar 13, 2011 7:19:23 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Mar 13, 2011 7:19:23 GMT -5
"Everyone has a heart. My friend Zero well, he acts all cold and distant but really is such a sweetie pie. See? You have a best friend like I do.. And you also have someone that has captured your heart. I am sure in time, you will come to your decision."
"From how you explained things to me, now I understand. ^_^ now that I have a clearer picture everything will work out for you in time."
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Mar 13, 2011 18:52:04 GMT -5
Post by Syani on Mar 13, 2011 18:52:04 GMT -5
Syani smiled blandly, not really enjoying this topic much. She rather avoid questions related to the heart much, but it's well worth talking to Mitsuko about it. Somehow she feels so light in the head after speaking of it.
'There is nothing to decide,' she can hear her thoughts echoing darkly at the back of her mind, 'My fate was sealed.' The half-vampire is actually rather whimsical when she's in unstable ground, probably because there's something she rather not tell. There are certainly some things that she lets fate decides thoroughly.
Syani's smile then returned back to that natural glow once Mitsuko said she understood. "Hopefully, hahah. Thanks for listening.." She wishes she would never talk about this again to anyone except her subconscious. She won't trouble people that way.
"Oh Michi...it's getting dark. I think my mob's on their way here," and she has spoken her escape line.
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Mar 14, 2011 6:08:59 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Mar 14, 2011 6:08:59 GMT -5
"Oh your welcome. Perhaps now you feel a weight has been lifted. No matter how embarrassing the situation or talk is, sometimes it is good to get it off your chest."
She smiled and looked at the darkened sky, at least the moon was out so she could make her way back to the Inn in peace. It was also good that the moon is out because darkness is her greatest weakness. A little light would keep her safe, as it wasn't a life or death situation. Her light could hold out until she got to Alamo Inn which was no more then 20 minutes away by flight.
However let's say that Mitsuko was trapped somewhere, and she was in pure darkness she could last up till 15 minutes before she starts to feel light headed.
That's when people have to push the panic button.
Mitsuko spread out her wings and started to go up into the air.
"Please take care Syani, if you ever need anything, anything at all you know where to find me. And I hope to see you at the party~"
She soon took her leave after she waved a good bye to Syani. It was an interesting couple of hours, however hopefully Mitsuko has helped her friend in some shape, way, or form.
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Mar 14, 2011 9:43:55 GMT -5
Post by Syani on Mar 14, 2011 9:43:55 GMT -5
Opposite to Mitsuko's relief of seeing the full moon reigning the night's skies with its glow, Syani frowned at the moonlight. It reminded her of something, and she needs to get to it fast.
Mitsuko pulled her attention from her thoughts by setting off into the air. "O-oh, take care of yourself too, Michi! I'll be there at the party, don't worry!" The half-vampire straightens out her arms to give a thumbs-up to the angel, then waved her goodbye when she flew off.
Syani sighed, Mitsuko have helped her immensely, but she also made the dark-haired realized all the negative things too. She stood there for a while to reflect everything back and to regain her bearings, then when she's done, the half-vampire slowly dragged her way to the edge of the rooftop.
She stared up at the moon for a while worriedly, then hops from the edge and takes a dive down. Before she even reached the base of her fall, Syani completely disappears, teleported to another area with hopes that she'll have just as much luck to participate in such a conversation as eye-opening as with Mitsuko.
[End Thread~]
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