Alessa
Citizen
You can never forget your past
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Post by Alessa on Jul 23, 2013 10:03:32 GMT -5
Alessa is worried now. Heero did show his concerned when she coughed hard back there. Hoping that he took her excuses and will not worried about her, she tries to make her way back to her inn.
To her surprise, as she had took few steps away from him, Heero suddenly rush towards her and stopped in front of her. She was startled when Heero suddenly ask her for the nearest hospital while his eye aren't exactly looking at her. She is then awoken from her shock when Heero suddenly told her that he will bring her to the nearest hospital which makes her realized that Heero noticed about her illness.
Knowing that he really meant to help her, she tries to decline his offer, but suddenly Heero pulled her arm before carrying her in a bridal style. "E-eeh!?" she shriek as she was shocked by Heero's action.
"W-w-wait, K-Komyoushi-s-san! P-put me down, please!" she said with panic as her face blushes hard. She is always a sensitive person, specially towards male as she is very shy towards them. Her heart beating fast as she is getting more panic. No man actually ever goes to that length to even carry her like that, it is never occurs in Alessa's thought.
Knowing that Heero is serious about it, she hit him on the right shoulder to make him stop which actually not that hard for her strength. "I-I can't go to the hospital. They can't help me. A-and I don't want anyone to know about this," she stutters as she tries to give her reasons to Heero so that he won't bring her to any hospital. She never wanted to reveal her illness to anyone. For her, it will makes everyone whom she knows will be worried and sad, specially her little sister, as her illness is fatal.
"S-so... please... l-let me down..."her voice getting slower as she was about to cry. Her body is trembling as her face goes all red as she was practically was attacked by panic and shyness altogether.
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Post by Heero on Jul 24, 2013 6:29:02 GMT -5
His gaze hardened as look down at the girl he was carrying, "Put you down? To what? So to continue suffer that coughing?!" he let out, never realizing that girl is anxious at the closeness of the two; panic for his action.
His eyes furrowed in confusion, why would someone hide his/her illness? He could tell that her illness is... fatal... and almost close to the line of her life.
"Can't help you?" he asks confusedly as he stop from walking; and look down at Alessa. Was her illness that bad? For no one to heal it?
His eyes softens; his sister died due to her illness, they made everything they can do just to find the cure to his sister. Searching for an answer on her illness. But this girl he was carrying...
His jaw clenched, annoyed at the girl's action; roughly letting the girl down on the ground. "Hospital can't help you? Why? Have you even tried your best to search for the cure from your illness? Was that illness been fatal that you can't try to search for the cure?!"
His gaze were cold towards the girl; placing his hands inside his pants pockets. "Che, if you don't need someone's help, then quickly tell it." he murmured; starting to stride away from the girl.
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Alessa
Citizen
You can never forget your past
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Post by Alessa on Jul 24, 2013 7:55:05 GMT -5
Alessa tries her best to calm herself on Heero's arm. She knows that he is being serious about this, but she is practically having a hard time to even explained it back to him. Every movement he made is makes Alessa feels that she is riding a roller coaster with shyness. She startled when Heero suddenly stop his step as he ask with confused look on his face. It's not his fault for reacting like this, Alessa always tries to avoid this kind of situations. Now that it already happened, she should explain her current conditions to him.
After Heero finally let her down after her attempt to stop him, Alessa can finally take a deep breath and tries to calms herself down. She was still in shock that she can't stand on her feet as her strength goes away from the panic attack. She can see anger and confusion in Heero's eyes, and also sadness. It's her fault for making him feel like that.
He was really angry at Alessa as he questioned her about her will in finding the cure. Alessa can only close her eye with her heads stay low when he was mad at her regarding in finding the medicine. Heero even goes cold toward her as he walks away from. Still sitting on her knees, she tries to summon all her strength to explain.
"Have you ever feel so empty and down, when someone told you that you will have a fatal illness and might indefinitely will die?" Alessa ask Heero's seriously.
"Knowing that you are bearing this fatal illness, while your love ones tries their best to protect you from harm?"She pauses as she took another deep breath before continuing.
"I... have met many doctors during my life... and non of them are able to identify my illness despite how many methods they tries... Feeling hopeless and will, I... just had to accept the fact, that I might die soon," she looks at with sadness in her eyes Heero.
"I'm sorry, if I make you feel... worried... and angry... Komyoushi-san. It's not like, I don't want any help... it's because I know... there aren't any normal ways to cure me. I don't want, people's hard effort goes to...waste," her voice tone is slower as she stops. She is very sad about the truth. She always want someone to help her in curing her. She don't want to leave anyone she cares for.
Still holding her chest on her heart to calm herself, she thought that Heero will leave her because of the situations happened just now. "Thank you, Komyoushi-san... for the concern...I, feel grateful,"she smiles, despite Heero might not want to look at her, but she still gave her smile. She feels grateful for Heero that he tries to help her with what he can. A total stranger who is know walking away from her, while she can't even stand on her own now, to apologize correctly.
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Post by Heero on Jul 24, 2013 9:51:10 GMT -5
Heero sighed and shook his head in pure disdain and disappointment; he started to strides away from the place, confusion running in his mind. Why is he disappointed?
Is he thinking about his sister's condition way back?
He could feel the loneliness, the strive to continue life when they knew of what his sister have. He paused when Alessa started to talk seriously.
He never look back towards the girl; but he is listening for her explanation and reason. Pinching the bridge of his nose while sighing, he look up at the blue sky quietly; still listening.
For the girl... it was just a waste, it's as if the girl want nothing but to help those her love ones, rather than to pay attention about her illness. It was a sacrifice she just made; just as much sacrifice they have from his sister.
And the time the girl have gratefully thank him for his assistance; he could feel the smile through her words. And that made him feel guilty of the cold attitude he gave to her. She's fighting... to move on for her family to her dying breath.
He sighed once again, deciding of what he'll do. He nodded a bit, suddenly continuing to walk; but not to walk away from the place, but to walk towards the girl again.
Offering his hand to the girl, "Here, at least let me help you... to go at your way you were suppose to go,"
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Alessa
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You can never forget your past
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Post by Alessa on Jul 24, 2013 10:29:04 GMT -5
She is glad the Heero still can hear her explanation so she can ease what is running in her mind. Now, she wonders how she would want to stand with her strength still aren't returning to her. As she looks back to Heero, she was surprised that he turned back and walk to her. And whats more, offering his aid to take her to the place she wanted to go.
"T-thank you," she reluctantly holds Heero's hand in order to stand up. After finally manage to balance her stance, she then let go of his hand. Still blushing, she bows her head and apologies. "I-I'm very sorry for my rude behavior back then... It's just, I'm actually not really used to be hold by ... male... t-that is why, I got panic," she shyly and stutters as she tries to explain why she acted like that when Heero carries her just now.
After the explanation, she smiles cheerfully at Heero as he offers her to walk her home. "I only going to return to Alamo Inn, in Sougen. My little sister is living with me, and a good friend always visit us often," her breathing is getting ease as she is calming down from her panic. "It'll be a bit of a long walk. I don't want you to push yourself too hard with the wound you have still not yet healed,"she states.
Looking at Heero's eye, she can see that he is worried about her well-being. "I-I still don't give up in finding my cure, I may give up finding the normal ways , but I'll still be searching, it in different way," She then remembers, the only advice that ease her from a doctor she met not so long ago. About her illness. "The only good advice I got from the doctors I met, is to be strong will and be happy. Happy mind, leads to a healthy body~ So be happy, as it will cheer me up," she smiles to Heero, hoping that her explanation would ease him.
"Shall we go Komyoushi-san?" she walks a few step forward before turning back to look at Heero with her cheerful smile as signal that they should be leaving now. She is happy, that things turn out better for her and Heero. And feel grateful to know that Heero is a kind person.
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Post by Heero on Jul 26, 2013 8:08:08 GMT -5
Heero raised an eyebrow as he help the girl stood up; Aleesa was uncomfortable at what he did awhile ago, carrying her. He frowned, it never dawned on him about his actions; he was brusque and doesn't even know it hurts someone, not unless someone have told him too.
They both started to walk as Alessa started talking, explaining to him about her home at the country of Sougen; her sister living with her, then she started talking about his wound. He look down at his wound, it is almost healed. "The wound is almost closing.. it's healing itself," he shortly quip, shrugging his shoulders as if it wasn't a big deal. Well, it's true that his wound isn't a big deal, seeing that one of his ability is the quickly healing of inflicted wounds on him.
He paused from walking, suddenly looking at Alessa whom have a serious expression; explaining to him about her illness. She's still looking for a way to cure her illness. And his first thought on her about her illness was wrong. She was still fighting for it... but she has her own medicine.
He scoffs, shrugging his shoulder as he took a step forward; following Alessa, her smile brings something into Heero. Perhaps it was like what he felt way back to his sister... or it could probably because of something more. He doesn't know... but it wouldn't hurt him if he could watch over this girl for sometime.
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Alessa
Citizen
You can never forget your past
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Post by Alessa on Aug 2, 2013 11:20:43 GMT -5
Many things is running through Alessa's mind. She can't wait to let Lilith and Mitsuko to meet Heero. She can't wait to introduce him to them, her new found friend.
Walking slowly to guide Heero the way, she smiles as she hears that Heero can deal with his wound. If something goes wrong, she will not hesitate to tend it again. She wonder if it is ok to bring Heero along even when she and her sister actually under the hunt of the assassins. She prays, that Heero for his safety, so that she can have a good moment when Heero came to her place.
She din't notice, somewhere on the Aquire Lake, something was watching her. That something had already observed her since the beginning she first arrived at Aquair Lake for the first time. As she frequently visit the Lake, that something seems to be more and more closer to appear itself. Time will tell.
[Closed]
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