Felix
Immigrant
If only you hadn't seen the darker side of me...
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Post by Felix on Aug 22, 2012 23:39:02 GMT -5
Felix watched her surprised face with a blushing smile, his heart pounding a little faster at the feeling of her hands on his chest even though he was the one holding them there. He thought of her nervous reactions as almost unbearably cute and wanted to reach out and lovingly hold her every single time he saw her acting like that.
Seeing her finally relax a bit made him feel a little relieved also, though he was still blushing with his heart beating fast at having this girl that he loved so close to him. When she said his name, Felix blushed a bit more. He chuckled a bit when she asked if her hands were cold and smiled at her. "Not at all, Myrra. You're perfect." He said in a kind tone with a now wide toothy smile.
His lips closed again as he felt her fingers widen and his face flushed a bit more at the feeling as he smiled at her still. As she moved closer, even Felix began to feel a little more nervous with a blush. He slowly moved his hands off of hers as she lowered her hands a bit and moved his arms out of the way so that she could get closer to him.
His heart seemed to skip a beat for a moment as she touched her head to his chest then continued beating faster. His cheeks were red and a huge smile remained on his face as he looked down on her. He was trying hard to hold in how immensely happy he felt about having her so close with her head now against his chest.
He felt like his heart skipped a beat again briefly when she eventually spoke his name again. He hadn't been able to take his eyes off of her as he was completely absorbed in the moment. His smile stretched a bit more over his face at what she ended up saying and he slowly, then, wrapped his arms around her and held her close. "I don't know how to express... how unbelievably happy I am... just in this moment right now..."
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Myrra
Settler
It's happening...
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Post by Myrra on Aug 26, 2012 13:39:11 GMT -5
Myrra has her own hand against her chest while having her ears against Felix's heart, and she found it amazing that their heartbeats truly did matched in that moment. It astonished her so much, she's smiling.
Just as Myrra was about to look up to the man and remark on their synchronized heartbeats, she felt his arms moved around her and slowly entrapped her in a hug. Myrra immediately tensed up and her whole body froze. Felix's words serves as the only comfort for her in this predicament.
'How did I....made him happy...?' She questioned herself in confusion, now trying to look up to his face, and saw that he's smiling so widely right now. 'So happy...' Despite herself, she's blushing just looking at his smile, and a moment after that, she's tearing up all over again.
"I'm so glad...." Myrra whispered, squinting her eyes close as she smiled, "..To see you this happy.." Just as she's actually feeling comfortable in his embrace, her phone suddenly vibrated inside her pocket and made her jumped off to the back, away from Felix.
Her face is of shock, one of her hands is tapping against her heart and the other is fumbling to fish out the device. "I... I-I'm sorry..!" Myrra bowed her head to Felix in guilt, and the flipped open her phone, pressing a few buttons to read the message that was sent to her.'Threat level 5 detected in Grasslands, should we send backup?' Myrra's eyes widened as she read the message, then quickly darted her attention to Felix, now with apparent fear. 'They found out he's here..' Threat level 5 is actually Felix himself, the man she had been trying to escape from for years. The underground people was supposed to protect her from him, so they have been watching his every step and inform her about it.
Watching warily to the man in front of her, she imagined what would happened if he changed, if he were to attack her. It's safer to call for backup, that's the most sensible thing to do just in case, but at the same time, that means she doesn't really trust him.
A tear rolled down her cheek. 'W-what now..!?'
If she answered no, then they would assume Felix to be of no threat with her command, effectively giving an open chance for her to be attacked if he were to flip out. If she answered yes, then the assassins would immediately come up and attacked him, even when he's completely far from being a threat.
"F-Felix, I.." She stopped herself. She was just about to tell him that he could be shot with a tranquilizer if he gets too close to her, but her eyes widened when she realized that the real enemy, his other side, could be listening.
Her mind is quick in coming up with a plan, and another one, and another one, until she could choose which one is the most effective. Time seemed to stop for Myrra as she thought through everything and finally punched in her answer in her phone.
'Will respond every 10mins. If not, move in.'
That means, if she were in trouble and unable to contact her underground protection system, then they would immediately move. Closing her phone with her hands shivering, she then slowly looked up back to Felix.
"I... I might become your other self's enemy.." She said, her voice very weak but by the way she's clenching her phone, she's determined as well. "I will fight him for you."
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Felix
Immigrant
If only you hadn't seen the darker side of me...
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Post by Felix on Nov 30, 2012 18:22:05 GMT -5
Felix couldn't contain his smile as he saw Myrra blushing up at him. When she started tearing up, though, his expression started to become a bit worried and his arms loosened a bit before she said she was glad. Immediately, Felix's smile beamed again as he held her, happy to see her smiling as well.
As he felt Myrra suddenly jerk away, Felix quickly let her go and looked at her with a concerned expression, wondering what was wrong. Seeing the shocked look on her face worried him even more. As she apologized, he looked a bit more surprised until he saw her flipping open a phone. He finally let out a relieved breath of air with a smile. "It's okay, Myrra." He said, as he sat there, now waiting patiently with a smile for her to deal with her phone message.
His expression slowly turned back to worry again as he noticed Myrra looking shocked and with a look of fear as she looked at him again. He stared at her with a worried expression. It was obvious that whatever message she had received was troubling her. His eyes widened a bit as he saw a tear on her face now. He was going to be quiet and stay out of her message, but now he was even more worried. "W..what is it? What's wrong? Did something happen?" He asked her, looking at her with a very worried expression, ready to do anything she might ask him for.
He sat there, at attention to every word she might utter to him. He perked slightly as she began to speak, waiting expectantly for her to continue. Another look of her eyes widening again worried him even more. He wasn't sure what was wrong if she wouldn't tell him, but he reminded himself not to push her.
Seeing her responding to the person on the other end finally caused his body to relax a bit. The sight of her hands shivering continued to worry him, though, as he looked back into her eyes.
Felix's eyes widened as he heard what Myrra finally said. They only widened more as she said she would fight him for Felix's sake. "No.." Felix muttered as something Spencer last told him sparked into his mind.
"You shouldn't be fighting yourself. I know this flipping thing freaked her out, but you never lost control of yourself in such senseless ways before. I've been around you for years, and I'm your best friend, so I can speak for you better than you can about this. You only flip to protect yourself and others. You're like some sort of hero only you don't even remember your deeds. Just because it seems scary doesn't mean you have to fear it. Your flipped side fights like a demon, but even I'm still alive though I've been around you the longest. If it was really something you had to fight off, one of us would already be dead."
"Myrra... don't fight him... he's... not your enemy..." Felix said quietly and a bit breathless, in almost a daze but looking directly into her eyes.
Felix came out of the daze he seemed to be in, looking at Myrra seriously and with a worried expression. "I'm not your enemy, Myrra!" He said in his full voice. "I won't hurt you! I could never hurt you..." He lowered his gaze and clenched his fists as he thought about his last statement. "I... don't think... he would hurt you... either..."
A look of surprise suddenly showed on his face as he recalled Spencer's words again. "Because..." he began, looking back up at Myrra in the eyes again. "Because my flip side only exists to protect me... right?" A look of hope yet also uncertainty was in his eyes, his eyebrows scrunched together in worry. He hoped Spencer was right, but also worried that he might be wrong.
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Myrra
Settler
It's happening...
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Post by Myrra on Dec 22, 2012 18:00:29 GMT -5
Repeating back her own words in her head, Myrra's shoulders squared tightly immediately. Becoming an enemy of this man in front of her suddenly doesn't sound like a clever idea, especially since she had seen what he could do in that short moment he had gone insane back then.
Her eyes are casted downwards as she thought this through again, completely missing the silent whisper Felix had uttered. When she picked up that he said something, Myrra looked up and unconsciously leaning forward slowly to hear what he's saying properly.
'Not my...enemy..?' She had to result into reading his lip movement since she's unable to hear his voice clearly. Myrra caught the strange dazed state he seemed to be trapped in the moment he came out of it, but the sudden roar in his tone completely startled her.
The redhead pushed herself back in surprise, eyes wide, shoulders hunched, hands squeezing her cellphone to her breast so tightly, her knuckles are turning white. Myrra's jaws are clenched tightly once Felix had said that he's not her enemy. She watched him incisively as he said that his other side won't hurt her either.
A curious look rose in her eyes once Felix looked like he recalled something in surprise, and then explained why he thought so. By the look on his face, Myrra can correctly assume that he's not confident in his own words, and at this, she relaxed her posture and stared in his eyes for a moment.
After making sure what she wanted to say sounded right in her mind, Myrra parted her lips to speak up. "Psychologically...yes, y-you're right." She assured him with a smile, hoping that would calm him at least a little bit. "Your flip side...is triggered w-when..you couldn't handle...whatever that reminded you of something.. Thus, he's...protecting you...in a way.."
Her eyes are clever in noting every bodily reactions he made, she had to gather every little clue, no matter how small. "But..." Traces of worry began to cloud her facial features, "..T-this isn't..the army..Felix.. I'm worried..of the enemies your flip side...will make...h-here.." Living in Veyyard, Myrra can very much tell what kinds of people that one should never mess with.
"By my resources...y-your flip side.... H-he doesn't.." She struggled to word it out gently, "..moderate.. He..will kill..w-with no....m-mer..cy.." Myrra started shaking visibly, reminded of that very moment that traumatized her.
"I-if not me, then others... The people here..does not...take that lightly..." She can already imagine the number of organizations out to hunt Felix once they get their eyes on him. Myrra started to consider the possibility if her underground influence is able to save him from such threats.
'It's possible...but not that effective..especially if he does it again...' Focusing her eyes back towards Felix, she knows she has to figure out what triggered him to flip first in order to take safety measures.
"I..I'm sorry... B-but I need to be your enemy first...before I can be able to help you.. I..need to understand..what made you flip...and what can be done to revert you back.." Her voice is small as she tries to explain her plan. Half of her is wondering if it's safe to give the details to him.
"Is....is that o-okay..?" It almost sounds like she's experimenting on him, so she hopes to at least make sure that he understands her plan.
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Felix
Immigrant
If only you hadn't seen the darker side of me...
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Post by Felix on Feb 5, 2013 2:03:13 GMT -5
When Myrra stated that Felix was right, a quiet but deep breath escaped from his lungs. He slowly tried to relax as Myrra spoke about how his flip side protects him. Felix's eyes remained glued onto Myrra. His body was rigid, and a concerned look was in his eyes. He wanted to be able to be close to the person he loved, not be thought of as an enemy because of his flip side.
As Myrra continued about his potential enemies here, Felix's expression turned to confusion. "Is this such a dangerous place?" He questioned, then glanced to the side with a worried look. "I have... had a few blackouts..." He muttered, not wanting to admit that his flip side had taken over still. He refrained from mentioning that he wound up with blood on his clothes when he came to most of the time, even outside of the army.
As Myrra continued, visibly beginning to shake, Felix froze with a hopeless stare at her. It was as if, in that one statement, he'd lost all hope. He watched her with a painful expression as she continued about how people here don't take murder lightly. Felix doesn't like that he might kill when he flips, but he can't help it and he doesn't know how to stop his flipped side.
His expression held a hint of confusion again as she was finishing her thoughts. "..Revert... me back?" He asked a bit quietly, as if such a thought was unheard of. "What do you mean... revert me back? ... How?"
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Myrra
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It's happening...
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Post by Myrra on Mar 29, 2013 12:38:24 GMT -5
Realizing it's been almost ten minutes, Myrra quickly typed in a one-letter message to the agent who's supposed to protect her, to let him know that she's fine and they shouldn't shoot Felix yet. Raising her eyes back to regain eye-contact with Felix, and just as she does so, the man in green poses her a question regarding the danger of this place.
"Yes!" Myrra nodded immediately, already worried that he has no idea about it. "They're not..." There was a pause from her as her eyes darted down, her own experiences in dealing with them flashes in front of her eyes, "...friendly." The fear in her eyes multiplied when Felix admitted that he flipped a few times before and she immediately faced him back, unable to mask the shock in her face.
"Oh no.." Her whisper is barely audible, and in her mind, she's already beginning to plot on what to do to save him from potential harm. It will be very complicated to do so if he managed to attract attention from the wrong kind of people... Her attention then reverted back to Felix when he voiced out his confusion of her idea.
Myrra kept her head down as she looked at him from under her lashes, nervous and paranoid on how he will react to her idea. "I-I meant revert.... a-as in.." She paused, takes in a deep breath to stop herself from stuttering and starts her explanation again. "I assume...your flip side reacted to danger, and will leave once the danger has taken care of..."
It's getting harder and harder for her to look at him, but she needs to see his reaction to theorize what's the best course of plan. "As you know, the way he handles danger is by...eliminating it... And he won't leave until its taken care of, correct?" Myrra always has to take a few moments to stabilize her breathing and heart rate so she doesn't faint from paranoia.
"T-then I need to figure out...how to snap you awake, before he kills anybody.." Suddenly, the redhead snapped her head up to look at him with an expression that borders of fear and resoluteness. "I'll-- I'll save you, before the enemy...can even strike you."
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