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Post by Alessa on Sept 19, 2013 10:36:08 GMT -5
"I-I told you, y-you got it wrong!" she tries to denies Shawn as best as she could. She is very embarrass about it, her face are all red. Suddenly when Shawn tease her again, she got too embarrass until she is almost cries as tears startling to build up. "S-stop teasing me l-like this. J-just now, y-you look terribly s-sick. H-how can you even tease me after that,"she hits Shaw on his knees instinctively out of embarrassment. "S-so you really are, n-not the quiet type at all. All this time, you were hiding from us--" she paused as well as her hitting. Clenching her hand tightly, tears starting to build up as she look at Shawn's eyes.
"I din't know... I... Din't know... I'm... sorry," her voice getting slower with sadness. She feels bad. All this time, Shawn was hiding his identity from her and Neil. Despite of their good time together, they never thought that Shawn would actually is suffering quietly. Knowing that he can't have a normal life.
"You always wanted company... to be able to talk normally... to be you... But with your position, you have to hide it from us... I even dare tries to ask all about yourself that time, I was naive... I... I din't mean to be that insensitive K-kuro," she tries to hold her tears. It is getting emotional for her. Realizing that Shawn is an Assassin ever since from the beginning, she slowly reminiscing everything about their past. It's all make sense now.
"B-but know this K-kuro... I still treasure our friendship... I won't let your background cloud my judgement. Y-you are still dear to me... P-please... don't leave me..." tears starts to drop from her eyes. She slowly covers her face as she tries to control her tears. She don't want to part with Shawn again. She, Neil and Shawn were a good friend from her childhood. She already lost Neil, she can't bear to lost Shawn now.
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Post by Shawn on Sept 19, 2013 11:27:52 GMT -5
'I think I tease her too much,' Shawn thought when Alessa was hitting him on his knees. It's not even painful as Alessa carefully tries to not hurt him. He can only look at her as Alessa starts to talk about identity. It makes him feels down. He din't meant to hide his personality to her nor to Neil. He has to do it. He din't know how to explain this to her, but to his surprise, Alessa suddenly apologize to him.
His eyes widen when Alessa actually understand about the situations his been dealing with. He never expect that Alessa can understand nor knew what he felt. Not just that, she even blaming herself as she felt insensitive and naive about it. Shawn's was speechless. To think that Alessa understand him to that extend.
His heart finally melted when Alessa reveals that she din't even mind if he is an assassin or not. She still treasure their friendship. Not wanting him to leave her. He knows that she is trying to hide the fact Neil is dead, which gives him more the reason to comfort her.
Getting closer to her, he gently pat her head as she tries to comfort her. Despite knowing how she is sensitive to touch, he no longer care about it. He fell deeply in love with her. The only girl whom cares for him, still treasuring their friendship despite knowing his identity. She, who makes him feels again, as a human being. Seeing her crying like this, he can no longer hide his feeling for her.
"I have fallen for you," he finally said it as he wipes Alessa's tear with his fingers. "From the moment I saw you sang on that night," Shawn gently hold Alessa's left cheek with his right hand. With his eye locked to Alessa's eyes. He slowly leans his face closer to her. "I love you, Alessa," he says it with honestly and clear before he kiss Alessa on the lips. He no longer want to wait the moment, he will take the chance now. With everything that might going to happen sooner or later, he put it aside so that he will focus on Alessa today at this very lake.
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Post by Alessa on Sept 20, 2013 1:26:36 GMT -5
As Alessa tries to calm herself down from crying, a gentle pat was given on her head. She startled as it shocks her to be touch by Shawn out of sudden as she quickly peeks from her fingers from her hand that is covering her face to confirmed if it is Shawn that is patting her head.
It is him. Her heart beat faster as she is about to enter on her panic mode. It always happened like this whenever she feels too shy. She always being the sensitive and shy type, specially towards men. Despite how she tries to get used to it. Because she was crying and was recovered from her shock in watching Shawn recovers from the sudden attack of pain, she lost her strength to even tries to hit his hand away.
Her faces goes all red now when Shawn carefully hold her left cheek with his hand. Closing her eyes, she starts to shiver as she is afraid and getting panic. "W--wai--" her breathing hasten. "K--Ku--Kuro--S--San," she stutters badly as she tries to told Shawn to wait. She can't even think now. Her panic attack is coming, if this goes on, her heart might gave away and she might faint. But, a sudden word from Shawn, makes her realize something.
'I have fallen for you', that statement widens Alessa's with disbelief. Looking at Shawn eyes, she finally realize that Shawn is being serious with his words. She suddenly felt something, warm rather than panic. She even felt more ease when Shawn wipe her tears with his fingers. She never thought that Shawn would fall for her. Despite that how she love Neil before, she actually have a feeling for Shawn. She remembers how sad she was knowing that Shawn left them in the past without a word.
For some reason, Shawn did not give her the normal kind of panic she usually had when any other man that might had touched her before. The panic he was giving her, makes her feels warm.
Still not fully believe in what she just heard, she can only and tries to say 'what' but to not avail. As she tries to absorb the situation she was having clearly, Shawn suddenly lean his face closer to her. With his eye locked at her eyes, Alessa can't blink. Despite how Shawn are very close to her now, she did not panic. His gentle cares on her cheek, calms her down with his caring eyes that makes her feels safe. From this moment, she can already anticipated what would the next words Shawn will tell her. Even so, when she finally hears it from him... tears flow from her eyes as she finally believe what he said to her.
She felt... happy. She din't even expect for this to happen. But it did, its a miracle for her. She thought that Shawn might already forgotten about her after years of not seeing each other. Alessa suddenly notice that Shawn is getting ready to kiss her. At a moment she hesitates as she din't want to betray Neil's love. But then she remember his last word to her. 'Take care of yourself, if anything would happen to me... Please, don't make me become your wall. I want you to be happy, you deserves it,' - Neil.
'I have found, my Happiness, Neil. Thank you, for everything. I'll never forget you,' Alessa speaks in her mind as she closes her eyes to finally accept the kiss from Shawn. It's a memorable day for her and in her life. She had a wonderful time with Neil, and she was heart broken when Neil left her life. Now, with Shawn suddenly enter her life, she finally have the chance, to recover her heart. As Shawn leans back as he don't want to hurt Alessa if she might not want that kiss, Alessa cries... with happiness, and with a smile and tears, she replies to Shawn whole heartily.
"I love you too... Kuro-san,"
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Post by Shawn on Sept 30, 2013 5:05:24 GMT -5
Shawn knew his action actually scares her but he decides to continue in what he wanted to do. He can no longer hold back his feeling for Alessa despite how she did tries to tell him wait.
As he touches her, she shivers as it frightened her. He knew that she is about to enter her panic mode. His word manage to take her attention and stops her from getting panic. It seems to be working, his gentle caress to her calms her down.
As he tries to kiss her, she can see she hesitates it for a moment, before finally close her eyes and accept it. He knew the reason why she hesitates, but his focus was taken in that kiss.
It almost make him forgot the time itself. He then leans back to stop the kiss, fearing that Alessa might not feel comfortable by it. He can see how Alessa cries after the kiss. He thought that he might scares her and force the kiss to her. But, to his surprise, Alessa return her love to him. Widening his eyes with disbelief. To think that Alessa actually have a feeling for him too. Her smiles proves to him enough that her feeling for him is genuine. Noticing how she is crying, and he can guess it is due to happiness, he can only pats her head before saying. "Thank you, now... take your time to calm yourself,"
Shawn gave her time to calm down as he knew all of these event might had been too sudden for her. Looking at her wound on her left shoulder, despite its minor he felt guilty about it. "I'm sorry for hurting you back then," his head point to the wound on Alessa's shoulder. "Does it still hurt?"
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Post by Alessa on Oct 5, 2013 8:58:52 GMT -5
Alessa nods as Shawn thank her for accepting his love. She is now crying due to happiness. Shawn gave her time to get her emotion back together. As she is calming down, Shawn suddenly ask her about her wound. She shakes her head as Shawn apologies to her. "I-its alright. It's not your fault," she wipes her tears as she face Shawn. "It only hurts a bit, but I'm fine," she smiles at Shawn, ensuring him that the wound was not anything near lethal.
She then slowly take her bag that she was carrying on her lap before taking out a woolen cloth inside at before applying some drop of water on it. She is trying to heal out the wound. It will be a problem for her if Lilith notice that she is injured even the slightest. With their recent encounter with the 7 Deadliest Weapon organization, she don't want to worry her little sister.
She wish to talk to this with Shawn, but she felt bad about it. Shawn is the assassin inside that organization. There are still a chance that they will be their enemy again, even... toward Shawn. Her thought when deep as she was gripping the woolen cloth. She just don't know how to deal with this.
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Post by Shawn on Oct 6, 2013 0:45:22 GMT -5
Despite that Alessa assure him that it is not his fault for the wound and also that she is alright with it, Shawn still feel guilty about it. To hurt the person he love. Alessa's smile cheers him up from it. "Your smile never failed to make me happy, Alessa," Shawn honestly as he gaze at her.
Shawn notice that Alessa is taking something from her bag. It looks like she intend to tend her wound. Shawn wish to help her, but he still worried that she still are sensitive to his touch and decides to only watch her.
He noticed how her movement slowly stop as she sees Alessa are in a deep thought. It must be because of the existence of 7 DW, and he is part of it. He known Alessa too well, that she are willingly, more like will force herself, just to aid him if so does the war between the bounty hunter and the 7 DW evoke. Not wanting Alessa to choose a path that will hurt her just because for him, he decides to support Alessa in secrets, from the 7 DW.
Slowly holding her hand that has the woolen cloth, he take it and gently tends the wound on her shoulder. "The order to hunt you and your little sister are being put on hold until further notice," Shawn suddenly talk with a serious tone.
"Victor, will try to gain more info about you two before making any more decision, and I can see it will take times," he paused as he finish cleaning Alessa's wound. Taking a bandage from his pocket, he gently applies it on her shoulder. "I wish to help you fully, but I will have to stay inside the organization to avoid him to be furious and might send all of the assassin against me or you and your little sister," Shawn closes his eye as he thinks more about his plan.
"Will you follow my plans for now? It is for your safety and your little sister. Worst thing that can happened, I will immediately go by your side and protect you myself," Shawn look at Alessa with serious eye. Its is a blessing for him to be able to meet Alessa and even gain the love that he wanted. He don't want to leave her ever again, even by it means betraying his organization that he already being part with from the beginning it was created.
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Post by Alessa on Feb 11, 2014 23:57:52 GMT -5
Alessa flustered and can only look down to hide her blush when Shawn compliment her smile. It makes her happy, that her smile can make Shawn feels happy too.
As she tries to think about the current situations of her encounter with the 7DW, Shawn suddenly hold her hand before taking the woolen cloth from her hand before tending her wound. She shrieks a bit as Shawn tend her wound as she flustered from every touch Shawn make on her. To her surprise, she did not panic rather, then feeling ease. She then listen to Shawn's explanation regarding the 7DW.
She listens to Shawn carefully so that she won't miss out any point made by Shawn, as it is regarding the safety of herself and her sister. Despite she felt worried for Shawn as he will betray his organization for her helping her, she felt glad that he will not be her enemy. Alessa then nod as she agrees to follows Shawn's current plan regarding this matter. She also thanked him for helping her as being targeted by 7DW is not a small matter after all. So for now, she has to be in low profile as much as possible with her little sister.
She wants to talk more things with Shawn until she suddenly realized that she is late to return back to her inn. She do not want to make Lilith worry nor make her curious of where she went. With haste, she quickly bow to Shawn before taking her leave. As she take quick steps away from Shawn, she suddenly remembers something important to ask Shawn. She stops before turning back to Shawn and ask his name. As she getting her answer, she smiles before replying. "Take care Shawn, I hope to see you again,". She bows before takes her leave.
It is a memorable and important day for her, she feel grateful for this day to happen. To be able to reunite with Shawn, and also to receive love from Shawn. With 7DW on her, she prays that her relationship with Shawn will be safe.
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Post by Shawn on Feb 12, 2014 0:11:38 GMT -5
Shawn is glad that he did not scares Alessa too much when tending her wound and felt relief as she finish to tend her wound. He tries his best to always not to harm her, she is his precious person for him after all.
With the details that Shawn gave to her, Alessa deliberately listen carefully and also agreed to follow his plan which make him even more ease as he sees that Alessa has not trouble in following his plan for now. It is very important as the 7DW will not tolerate betrayal, and he knows Victor too well in how he will deal with betrayal. As he finish his talk about the plan, he was about to excuse himself as staying too long with Alessa is risky for both of them, but Alessa is the first to ask for a leave. He understand why, so he let her as it is for the best for both of them for now. He watches as Alessa walks away from him which makes him feels a bit sad, but he know it can't be helped. Suddenly Alessa stop her tracks before facing him and ask his name. Shawn was stunned a bit for the sudden question but he then smile before replying. "Shawn Lion Heart," He finally able to tell Alessa his real name. As Alessa get Shawn's answer, she smile and wish him farewell before taking her leave. Shawn feel more ease now as he know that Alessa is doing well despite their current situations.
After Alessa no longer on his sight Shawn starts to move away from his spot and prepares to move from Aquair Lake. He then received a message from Victor for his next target, which makes him remembers that he is still an assassin, for now. Apologizing Alessa in his heart, he then makes his way to his next target. In order to not make his organization notice that he had made contact with Alessa, he will go on with his role, as the Ace of 7DW.
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